What should version 6 definitely have?
A boring background, a complete focus on only the system.
Doing everything because you’ve nothing else to do.
”Remove what isn’t and what is, will shine”.
You aren’t a person watching shit every second of every day, neither are you a full scholar, you do like taking breaks but you don’t have control over it, so now here is control. Only do activities that “fill-time” on weekends, reels, movie reviews, rants, etc. not on weekdays. The weekdays are supposed to be a training session for you, training to understand, the precursor to which is curiosity.
Your curiosity is being slowly killed by a constant onslaught of addictive content that is designed to just feed you like a paraplegic, needing someone to constantly attach a tube of content through his mouth.
You go for what’s closest not what’s the most relevant for your real desire, whatever can seem attractive enough within a span of 5 seconds is gobbled, everything else gets passed, sometimes going across an infinite ocean of content and still not being able to chose what to watch, feeling inert to everything.
Options are something you have but what you don’t have is desire anymore. That feeling when you get when you know you shouldn’t be watching reel or stupid videos but actually working on your own work, that’s your potential, your real potential shouting at you from a future you would regret.
You only desire the comfortable safety of consumption, of being an information glut, a bare moment away from constant noise makes your heart race faster. It’s not like people don’t have long attention spans but what they’ve been living like is in an induced ADHD trance. Where nothing is worth doing because you will never sit with yourself enough to know what you want for real.
You only know yourself at the surface level if you just keep consuming, and NOT creating.
I can get by the use of devices for creation, it’s the holiest act a man can do. Maybe it’s about making something great that outlives me or just trying to be better at something idk the act of creation itself gives me zero anxiety. It instead gives me comfort to write my heart out, to preserve a moment of me, forever, with all my value, flaws and features.
But I can’t do it.
I can’t create because i’m too busy eating constantly, because i’m too busy every single moment from the kitchen to the washroom to the bedroom always all the time just consuming something or the other, continuously stuffing myself with someone else’s art, opinion and humour.
That in itself is not terrible but, even food is bad for you if you DON’T stop eating it.
So the idea is on weekdays to only do two things :
- Just do nothing, sit and stare at a wall.
AND
- Work, write, create, read for creation for understanding, live with a purpose, any purpose but most importantly, my friend live, experience your life truly and not in the haze of a drug that is being controlled through your devices to control your life and limit your growth from the real you, the infinitely capable chad that you are.
So for all the time you’re not working I want you to not consume any form of content UNLESS you have a question you came up with that needs answering or reading for fun.
That’s the rule for forever, hopefully.